Mar 23, 2004 00:21
I had this weird dream last night about how I was supposed to get married, but it wasn't for love- it was for some technical reason or something. But I couldn't do it, b/c I realized I loved Tom and wanted to be with him. So I cancelled the ceremony, and still said the party was at my house... and it was beautiful... but no one came, because someone had rented a room at the Howard Johnson and everyone wanted to get drunk.
Things this dream taught me:
1) I am so confused about my feelings for Tom, I miss him sooooo much this week...
2) We are too immature to even attend weddings, never mind get married...
"So take it slow... even stop every now and again. When I say when, here we go on our way to sudden change... and if I stop dreaming, keep your arms around me."