last rant, I assure you
GODDAMNIT I WANT TO PUNCH MY EX IN THE FACE.
Ok, so when we're dating he really did not have his shit together, no ambition to get a driver's license, no real plans for school, no real plans for us to do fun things together, just... this flatline we called a relationship. He didn't plan trips for us to take or anything like that. NOW that we break up he does all this shit. I don't know, I shouldn't be bitter, I should be happy he's getting out there and all that, but I am not. I feel frigging cheated. Okay, you can do all this cool, fun stuff with your friends, why the HELL could you have not done it with me. THE FUCK. Why did I have to plan everything and drag your around. I guess when I was with him he was in a 'comfort zone' and it took me breaking up with him and shaking his happy little world so he could do this stuff.
I hate people. I am getting a dog because, really I am done with this shit. Forget love. I am going for looks and deep pockets... maybe I can at least get some good swag out of it INSTEAD of GIVING UP MY WACCOM TABLET!!! ARG
Ok, so when we're dating he really did not have his shit together, no ambition to get a driver's license, no real plans for school, no real plans for us to do fun things together, just... this flatline we called a relationship. He didn't plan trips for us to take or anything like that. NOW that we break up he does all this shit. I don't know, I shouldn't be bitter, I should be happy he's getting out there and all that, but I am not. I feel frigging cheated. Okay, you can do all this cool, fun stuff with your friends, why the HELL could you have not done it with me. THE FUCK. Why did I have to plan everything and drag your around. I guess when I was with him he was in a 'comfort zone' and it took me breaking up with him and shaking his happy little world so he could do this stuff.
I hate people. I am getting a dog because, really I am done with this shit. Forget love. I am going for looks and deep pockets... maybe I can at least get some good swag out of it INSTEAD of GIVING UP MY WACCOM TABLET!!! ARG