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have you ever just felt alone?
like ok i know everyone does at some point, but like i feel alone and like i don't have many true friends up here at school. everyone is living together next year and i don't have anyone to live with . . . well maybe this girl and her friends from ballroom but it so totally stinks. but i feel like no one actualy likes me, but it might be just me being paranoid
then i just feel alone in the romance department. he decided he doesn't want to date until after college. now he's a senior, and not graduating till next semester. so that means if we ever do date, it won't be for a year or so. BUT THEN he wants to go into the marines right after school and is signing up for a 4-8 year duty. so in 5-9 years we can date but by then who knows. so yeah thats AWESOME. and over break he was like i like you i just don't want to hurt you idk its all stupid. and it's bad because im crazy about this kid. but i don't want to have sex (to be blunt) so he doesn't want to date me or in general because he likes being single. note to guys out in cyber land: DON'T TELL A GIRL YOU LIKE HER AND YOU WOULD WANT TO DATE HER AND NOT GO THROUGH WITH IT. k thanks
eevrything else is going fine i guess. my big brother got engaged (ok hes not blood related but he basically should be)everyone seems like they are happy. and i am for the most part. dancing again has changed me its just the little tings.
sometimes i feel like my life is a movie and im jsust waiting for my happy ending i guess
ps. i'm one of those girls who thinks t swift sings about my life
like ok i know everyone does at some point, but like i feel alone and like i don't have many true friends up here at school. everyone is living together next year and i don't have anyone to live with . . . well maybe this girl and her friends from ballroom but it so totally stinks. but i feel like no one actualy likes me, but it might be just me being paranoid
then i just feel alone in the romance department. he decided he doesn't want to date until after college. now he's a senior, and not graduating till next semester. so that means if we ever do date, it won't be for a year or so. BUT THEN he wants to go into the marines right after school and is signing up for a 4-8 year duty. so in 5-9 years we can date but by then who knows. so yeah thats AWESOME. and over break he was like i like you i just don't want to hurt you idk its all stupid. and it's bad because im crazy about this kid. but i don't want to have sex (to be blunt) so he doesn't want to date me or in general because he likes being single. note to guys out in cyber land: DON'T TELL A GIRL YOU LIKE HER AND YOU WOULD WANT TO DATE HER AND NOT GO THROUGH WITH IT. k thanks
eevrything else is going fine i guess. my big brother got engaged (ok hes not blood related but he basically should be)everyone seems like they are happy. and i am for the most part. dancing again has changed me its just the little tings.
sometimes i feel like my life is a movie and im jsust waiting for my happy ending i guess
ps. i'm one of those girls who thinks t swift sings about my life