Makes my eyes bleed
I probably had dreams last night, but I already forgot them.
I got up pretty early, before eight o’clock in the morning. I took my morning meds and had coffee.
I brushed my teeth, and applied lotion on my skin. I didn’t bother with doing the morning skincare regiment.
I took a morning nap. That is why I don’t want to get up early, I always feel sleepy later that morning.
I woke up and thought about the eternity of death. I realized that nothing stops me from lying on this bed for all eternity.
I got up again at half past one o’clock in the afternoon, did a little bit of this and that, and then I left.
I took out the recycling, took my old diary to the storage room and picked up a new one, and then I went to the library to vote in the municipal election.
I called the health center and made an appointment on Friday; I have a problem with my scalp, it itches a lot. It does not bleed and it doesn't have pimples or lice or dandruff, it just itches a lot. I tried using Bemetson for three weeks in December, it helped for a while but then the itch came back.
I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said yes. I took a bus to my parents’ home. My mother answered the door, dad was home as well, and my brother came home later.
I talked with my brother about our youth, the cartoons we used to watch and all the first memes like “can I haz a cheeseburger?”
Later that day I took a bus to the eastern part of my home municipality to see where the health center was resided; it’s actually a private health center because the public health center is a bit swamped right now. I got a coupon from the health center to pay for it.
I got to know where the health center is, and then I took two buses back home.
Once back in my hometown, I went to the shopping mall to pick up my package. It was the towels I had ordered.
I went back home and washed more laundry. I brushed my teeth, did the evening skincare regiment, and what do you know, got another anxiety attack. I was scared out of my mind that something bad would happen or that I would do something bad, hurt myself or someone else.
I took two tranquilizers, and then I went to bed.
Tomorrow I will go to the municipal service point to recharge my travel card, and then I will go to the support group for people with delusions.
On Friday, I will have an appointment with the doctor at the private health clinic.
I will also receive money, so I will buy two sets of finger rings from Hennes & Mauritz, and four bags of candy from the convenience store. I also need to buy Valentine’s day cards.
On Saturday, I will do the weekly housework; I will sweep the floor, take out the recycling, change the towels and bed sheets, and tidy up the bathroom.
I will go visit my friend Jani, who has his birthday; I will bring him a card and a little gift.
On Sunday, I will go visit my parents; I will walk there and back. My parents will give me the weekly allowance. I will make the weekly phone call to my granny.
I got up pretty early, before eight o’clock in the morning. I took my morning meds and had coffee.
I brushed my teeth, and applied lotion on my skin. I didn’t bother with doing the morning skincare regiment.
I took a morning nap. That is why I don’t want to get up early, I always feel sleepy later that morning.
I woke up and thought about the eternity of death. I realized that nothing stops me from lying on this bed for all eternity.
I got up again at half past one o’clock in the afternoon, did a little bit of this and that, and then I left.
I took out the recycling, took my old diary to the storage room and picked up a new one, and then I went to the library to vote in the municipal election.
I called the health center and made an appointment on Friday; I have a problem with my scalp, it itches a lot. It does not bleed and it doesn't have pimples or lice or dandruff, it just itches a lot. I tried using Bemetson for three weeks in December, it helped for a while but then the itch came back.
I called my mother and asked her if I can come over, she said yes. I took a bus to my parents’ home. My mother answered the door, dad was home as well, and my brother came home later.
I talked with my brother about our youth, the cartoons we used to watch and all the first memes like “can I haz a cheeseburger?”
Later that day I took a bus to the eastern part of my home municipality to see where the health center was resided; it’s actually a private health center because the public health center is a bit swamped right now. I got a coupon from the health center to pay for it.
I got to know where the health center is, and then I took two buses back home.
Once back in my hometown, I went to the shopping mall to pick up my package. It was the towels I had ordered.
I went back home and washed more laundry. I brushed my teeth, did the evening skincare regiment, and what do you know, got another anxiety attack. I was scared out of my mind that something bad would happen or that I would do something bad, hurt myself or someone else.
I took two tranquilizers, and then I went to bed.
Tomorrow I will go to the municipal service point to recharge my travel card, and then I will go to the support group for people with delusions.
On Friday, I will have an appointment with the doctor at the private health clinic.
I will also receive money, so I will buy two sets of finger rings from Hennes & Mauritz, and four bags of candy from the convenience store. I also need to buy Valentine’s day cards.
On Saturday, I will do the weekly housework; I will sweep the floor, take out the recycling, change the towels and bed sheets, and tidy up the bathroom.
I will go visit my friend Jani, who has his birthday; I will bring him a card and a little gift.
On Sunday, I will go visit my parents; I will walk there and back. My parents will give me the weekly allowance. I will make the weekly phone call to my granny.