Why do I have so many dreams about nautiluses?

Nov 19, 2021 22:00

Last night I had a dream where I stepped on a nautilus, and it bit me and I got so terribly sick that I was close to dying. My mother had to purchase a vaccine that cost 50,000 euros.

In another dream, one of my childhood bullies accused me of breathing his oxygen, and kicked me in my stomach so hard that I threw up blood.

In the last dream, Eddie Gluskin kidnapped me because he wanted me to be his wife. He dressed me in a negligee, tied me into a bed, and put makeup and earrings and a pearl necklace on me, and shaved my legs.

I got up, took my morning meds and biotin supplement, got dressed, and had coffee.

I had received the weekly allowance, so I paid the dressmaker for mending my clothes. I also paid for my Netflix.

I called my mother and asked her if I can come over to pick up the monthly allowance, she said yes I can.

I took a bus to my parents' home, and my mom answered the door. She gave me 50 euros, I made coffee and sandwiches.

I took a bus back to my hometown, once there I deposited the money into my bank account, and bought four prepaid movie tickets.

I went back home, and made some coffee. I started feeling anxious, so I took two tranquilizers. After a while, I started feeling so furious I practically screamed out loud at my delusions. I wondered why the tranquilizers didn't help.

I tried calling the national crisis hotline, but no one answered. I tried calling the emergency hotline, but I had to leave a request to call me back.

I took a train to another town, I went to a cafe and asked for a glass of water so I could take another two tranquilizers. They didn't help either.
I noticed that there is a donut stand that sells the most amazing donuts, I should go buy some at some point.

Mirette and Riikka arrived later. We went to the light art festival, we all had a good time there. Riikka and Mirette both took plenty of photos. We agreed that we are going to visit Riikka on Tuesday, so we all can go to the sauna.

In the evening, we all went to our respective homes. I had to take the bus because the train was canceled.

Once back home, I took my evening meds, did the evening skincare regiment, and applied basic lotion on my skin. I felt weird in the manner that I didn't feel anxious at all; it sucks to be so complacent on suffering that when you don't suffer, you don't feel happy at all.

Tomorrow I will do the weekly housework; change the towels and bed sheets, tidy up the bathroom, and take out the recycling.
I will go to the health & wellness fair with Mirette and Marjut. If they won't go on a cruise, I will go to Mirette's home to watch Masked Singer.

On Sunday, I will go visit my parents; they will give me the weekly allowance. I will call my granny.
I will go visit a library, there will be a show about the history of feminism in Finland. As for the money, I will deposit it to my bank account and buy a new backpack.
I will go to movies to see either of the Finnish films I want to see. 

mother, real life, festival, friends, monthly allowance, shopping, dreams

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