Dec 26, 2020 20:51
If you don't consider last year, when I had a horrid bout of self- hatred.
Last night I had the usual dreams; I was geocaching in the grassy knoll near my childhood home.
(I haven't done any geocaching for a while now because of the cold and dark season, and because of my low motivation)
In another dream, my labia had grown into huge slabs of skin and changed color into purple and yellow. I noticed that they were hanging by a small sliver of skin into my pubic area, so I just snipped it off.
(That's one of my most usual dreams; my pubic area has grown into a monstrosity)
In another dream, I was in the holiday resort mansion where I went as a kid. In the dream, we were supposed to go back home but I had brought all of my furniture and stuff, and tried to fit it back to my suitcase.
(The mansion was a holiday resort owned by the charity company that provided for families who had a kid with leukemia or other type of cancer, like I did when I was a toddler. I oftentimes have dreams of the place, and they are oftentimes very dark and sad even if the mansion itself always made me happy)
In another dream, I was visiting my grandpa who died 15 years ago, but in the dream he was alive.
(I miss them both, grandma and grandpa)
In the last dream, I was in my parents' hometown with a friend. There was a weird, labyrinthine bridge that was covered in cherry blossoms, it was supposed to be some sort of a hotel. My friend and I lied on a bed and looked at an aeroplane making loops in the sky.
(Wow, that was an unusual dream)
I woke up early and got up before noon. I took my morning meds and the biotin supplement and got dressed.
My face looked all weird; the skin was all flaky. I wondered why, I guess my facial skin just reacts a bit too strongly towards the twelve- step Korean skincare regiment.
I went to the drying room to pick up my laundry, and bundled it on the chair next to my bed.
I was in one of my angry and frustrated moods, and I couldn't focus on packing. I just grabbed my spare clothes and nightie.
I forgot to do housework, I guess I will do it tomorrow.
I left when I had received a text from my mother, saying I can come over.
I caught a bus to my parents' home, my brother was on the bus as well. We went over to my parents' home, mom answered the door and dad was home as well.
I helped my mom set up the table and cook lunch. We had baked potatoes, peas, pot roast, cold- smoked salmon, three different kind of cheese, then we had some plum tarts and coffee and chocolates. My brother went back home.
Mom and I had a little moment to ourselves and she taught me some stretches and exercises.
I did a little bit of this and that, watched Netflix and Disney Plus, did the donations on Free Kibble and Free the Ocean and The Hunger Site.
Mom gave me a box of licorice candy she bought from the Christmas cruise.
I shaved my chin fluffs off with mom's battery operated shaver while I was taking a dump.
I helped mom set the dinner table, and then dad went for a walk.
I wondered if I should walk to my home and do the housework and pick up the stuff I forgot; biotin supplements and toothbrush and skincare products, but it was getting late.
At eight o'clock in the evening, I took my evening meds.
Mom gave me more knitting yarn, and then she made us evening coffee. I also had some of my mother's home- baked sugar buns.
I watched this documentary film from the 1990's that my eighth grade class watched in our religious class; it's supposed to be based on a true story about a young Finnish girl who became a Satan worshipper. We just laughed at it.
I need new headphones, the old one is hanging by a thread. I also need a manicure, I booked an appointment for next month.
Tomorrow my parents will give me the weekly allowance and the rest of granny's Christmas money, which means I will be 90 euros richer! I have to make the weekly phone call to granny and thank her, I might also sing her a Christmas hymn.
I will walk back home a longer way. Once there, I will do the weekly housework; change the towels and bed sheets, wash all the laundry, scrub the toilet bowl, and take out the recycling.
I will go shopping and buy a new brassiere from the local clothing shop, and then walk to the shopping mall in Eleclya's hometown and buy a cloth pantyliner, and then take a train to downtown and buy a few sets of those nifty stud earrings; I will use them as my ”everyday earrings” from now on. Also, the jewelry shop has a discount; three products for the price of two.
geocaching dreams,
boxing day,
real life,
brother,
food,
parents,
dreams