I live for these Creepy Moments

Apr 28, 2020 22:06

Last night was quite tough; I was having a Creepy Moment and a panic attack at the same time. I had to pop an Oxamin, and when I finally calmed down enough
to go to sleep, I had a headache; I felt like my left brow was being poked at with a nail, and I thought the same weird thought all over and over again.

Nevertheless, I calmed down and had a nice dream where I was having a sleepover at my granny's home. I also had a dream of the town where Horror Shop is, and about my first high school, and about the local shopping mall. The best dream was the one where I made love with Lobo.

I got up in the morning, took my meds and biotin supplement. When my care worker came over, I put lotion on my skin and got dressed.

I felt awful; my hair hung in limp strings and I felt sweaty. I still managed to wash all the dirty dishes, and have a nice talk.
After the appointment, we agreed to have the next appointment on next Tuesday at quarter past noon.

We left at the same time and took the same bus. I called my mother and told her I am coming over, she said it's alright.
I met Laufey on the bus.

Once at my parents' home, my mother answered the door. My dad was home as well. I got the weekly allowance from my mother, had coffee with them, and then I went home.

I visited the shopping mall and bought a beeswax lip balm, coffee grounds, and two name- day cards and proper postage stamps for them.

Once back home, I did a little bit of this and that and then I went for an urbane adventure and then I mailed the name- day cards.

Once back home, I made the daily donations to Greater Good, Free Kibble, and Free The Ocean.

In the evening, I took my meds and the last biotin supplement of the day and sprayed Nasonex into my nostrils.
I cleaned my face with micellar water, applied three types of cold creams on my face, and then applied eyelash serum.

Tomorrow I will try to be a better person that today.
I will take a shower, I need to wash my hair and do the twelve- step Korean skincare regiment.
I need to go to the pharmacy to pick up my prescribed nasalspray and painkillers, go see my parents, and then fetch the laundry from the drying room.

On Thursday, I will receive the weekly allowance from my financial worker. I will pay two commissions, fetch my dress from the dressmaker, and buy every single one of next month's greeting cards and proper postage stamps for them, and also a new pair of gloves.
It will be my name- day, and Mirette's, my granny's, and two of my other friends. It will also be Eleclya's 32nd birthday.

On Friday, it will be first of May which is a bank holiday in Finland. I will probably go see my parents again.

On Saturday, I will do the weekly housework; change the towels, wash laundry, tidy up the bathroom.

On Sunday, I will go visit my parents. I will call my granny, and my dad will give me the weekly allowance. 

panic attack, creepy moment, care worker, parents, shopping, dreams, weekly allowance, real life

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