Dec 28, 2019 22:00
Last night I had a dream where I was in the movie Tank Girl; I rollerbladed through a place that looked like the courtyard of the nearest shopping mall, and also, there were some Starlight Express actors who were rollerblading as well.
In another dream, me and my mother took an aeroplane through the Finnish countryside; we saw plenty of devastated cottages half submerged in half- frozen lakes. My mother insisted that we go see an illegal movie; illegal in the kind of way that it was shown in an apartment without any copyrights, and she had to buy a ticket to the show from some sort of shady dealer. It did strike me as odd, because my mother is a law- abiding citizen.
I woke up early, but continued sleeping till half past two o'clock in the afternoon. I got up, took my morning medicine and biotin supplement, and got dressed.
I didn't do the every- morning hygiene routines because I was going to take a shower later today. I could have brushed my teeth, but I didn't.
Later that day I went to the gym, but I forgot my lock and key (I need them for the locker room lockers) at home and didn't remember it until at the gym.
On my way back home, I got a free cup of coffee from the convenience store as a birthday gift.
I went back home, took a shower and washed my hair, and did the twelve- step Korean skincare regiment. I looked very pretty after that.
In the evening I went to bed after taking my evening medicine, as usual. I started feeling weird; my whole left arm shook, all the way from hand to elbow, and I felt anxious. I felt like my brain had turned into wood, well not exactly wood but something hard and dumb. I felt the need to go someplace, but it was almost midnight; where could I have gone?
I called the national helpline, and concluded that I had drunk too much coffee. I should start drinking cocoa, it doesn't have any caffeine.
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