My first of March was pretty nice
I haven’t updated much because my Internet connection was out. I might call the apartment service on Monday and ask them if an online connection is included in the rent.
The weather has been warmer and sunnier these days, but I know there will be a lot of surprise winters before actual spring.
I have ditched my winter coat, cap and scarf and started using a peacoat and a Russian mathroska scarf. I might take the winter coat to a dry cleaner and ask them to scrub away the black stripy stains on it; they didn’t go away when I washed them in the washing machine. I will also take the coat to my favorite dressmaker and ask them to “fortify” the pockets with denim material, because the pockets have great big honkin’ holes in them.
Last night I had a dream about the following days; Friday, when I was supposed to receive money, Saturday, when I was supposed to go visit my friends, and Sunday, when I was supposed to go visit my parents. In those dreams, every single one of those plans went to hell in a handbasket.
I also had a dream where me and my friends were visiting a Finnish lakeshore for a swim. When I woke up, I felt unhappy that the dream will never come true, and then I realized that I don’t actually mind it that much.
I also had a dream about one of the novels I am writing; a transboy tries to prove himself by jumping off the high dive at a swim club, and succeeds.
It’s really annoying that all the novels I was working on are stored at my old laptop that broke a long time ago. I pretty much need to get a proper laptop anyway, preferably a MacBook or something.
I got up about at noon and didn’t bother with morning routines, I just took my morning medicine and got dressed.
After I had received my weekly allowance, I went to the shopping mall and withdrew the cash. Then I went to the supermarket and bought seven jugs of unsweetened organic soy milk, three packages of rye bread, two boxes of vegan butter, and lots of fruits and vegetables; tomatoes, kiwis, garlics, kales, cucumbers, plums, and such. I also bought ecological dish- washing liquid and laundry detergent.
I also bought a small box of salty licorice drops.
Once back home, I put all the groceries to their rightful places and ate the licorice drops in one go. Then I made a dash to the bathroom and threw up; I guess it was because I had eaten lots of candy in one go into an empty stomach.
Later that day, I went to visit my favorite dressmaker to pay them for mending my clothes; I paid them and gave them two another articles of clothing, a purple and green Dirndl dress that had a tear between the hem and the back, and the edge of the hem needed to be mended too. I also had a kitchen towel that was torn at the part that you use to hang it.
The dressmaker and her husband were very nice people, the dressmaker even made me a cup of coffee. She told me I can pay next week, I will also bring them three more clothes to be mended.
I went to the stationery shop and bought two birthday cards and some cute stationery.
I went to the sauna and washed my face, hair and body. I envisioned myself in a lakeshore sauna on a sunny Midsummer evening, wearing a LUSH face mask, beating myself with a fresh birch “vihta”, or “vasta”, depending which Finnish dialect you use, and washing my hair with lake water.
Once back home, I dabbed lotion on my skin and put on a more feminine top, and felt better about myself.
To put it this way, I don’t like wearing trousers, I enjoy wearing skirts and dresses. I also enjoy wearing sensible and modest old- timey clothing.
In the evening, I washed two loads of laundry.
I went to the pharmacy to pick up a batch of my anti- depressants. I also went to the supermarket and bought a huge bar of chocolate, and ate it on my way back home.
Once back home, I ate the rest of the chocolate, dealt the pills into both of my Dosetts, and wrote the greetings and addresses on the birthday cards. I also took the laundry downstairs to the drying room, I will fetch it tomorrow as the first thing in the morning
In the evening, out of curiosity, I read a couple of Wikipedia articles about Marquise De Sade, and they triggered me very badly. I started having evening anxiety, but it was over at midnight.
Tomorrow I will start doing housework; I will replace the towels, take out the recycling, take my blankets and pillow and mattress to the balcony, and fetch my laundry from the downstairs drying room.
I will go to Eleclya’s home, our friend Suavecita will give us and Mirette a lift to Sadie’s home, she will have a birthday party.
On Sunday, I will shave my armpits and put on a face mask.
I will go visit my parents, and take the plastic waste to recycling on my way there. My dad will give me 20 euros, I will buy a new brassiere and a couple of postage stamps.
The weather has been warmer and sunnier these days, but I know there will be a lot of surprise winters before actual spring.
I have ditched my winter coat, cap and scarf and started using a peacoat and a Russian mathroska scarf. I might take the winter coat to a dry cleaner and ask them to scrub away the black stripy stains on it; they didn’t go away when I washed them in the washing machine. I will also take the coat to my favorite dressmaker and ask them to “fortify” the pockets with denim material, because the pockets have great big honkin’ holes in them.
Last night I had a dream about the following days; Friday, when I was supposed to receive money, Saturday, when I was supposed to go visit my friends, and Sunday, when I was supposed to go visit my parents. In those dreams, every single one of those plans went to hell in a handbasket.
I also had a dream where me and my friends were visiting a Finnish lakeshore for a swim. When I woke up, I felt unhappy that the dream will never come true, and then I realized that I don’t actually mind it that much.
I also had a dream about one of the novels I am writing; a transboy tries to prove himself by jumping off the high dive at a swim club, and succeeds.
It’s really annoying that all the novels I was working on are stored at my old laptop that broke a long time ago. I pretty much need to get a proper laptop anyway, preferably a MacBook or something.
I got up about at noon and didn’t bother with morning routines, I just took my morning medicine and got dressed.
After I had received my weekly allowance, I went to the shopping mall and withdrew the cash. Then I went to the supermarket and bought seven jugs of unsweetened organic soy milk, three packages of rye bread, two boxes of vegan butter, and lots of fruits and vegetables; tomatoes, kiwis, garlics, kales, cucumbers, plums, and such. I also bought ecological dish- washing liquid and laundry detergent.
I also bought a small box of salty licorice drops.
Once back home, I put all the groceries to their rightful places and ate the licorice drops in one go. Then I made a dash to the bathroom and threw up; I guess it was because I had eaten lots of candy in one go into an empty stomach.
Later that day, I went to visit my favorite dressmaker to pay them for mending my clothes; I paid them and gave them two another articles of clothing, a purple and green Dirndl dress that had a tear between the hem and the back, and the edge of the hem needed to be mended too. I also had a kitchen towel that was torn at the part that you use to hang it.
The dressmaker and her husband were very nice people, the dressmaker even made me a cup of coffee. She told me I can pay next week, I will also bring them three more clothes to be mended.
I went to the stationery shop and bought two birthday cards and some cute stationery.
I went to the sauna and washed my face, hair and body. I envisioned myself in a lakeshore sauna on a sunny Midsummer evening, wearing a LUSH face mask, beating myself with a fresh birch “vihta”, or “vasta”, depending which Finnish dialect you use, and washing my hair with lake water.
Once back home, I dabbed lotion on my skin and put on a more feminine top, and felt better about myself.
To put it this way, I don’t like wearing trousers, I enjoy wearing skirts and dresses. I also enjoy wearing sensible and modest old- timey clothing.
In the evening, I washed two loads of laundry.
I went to the pharmacy to pick up a batch of my anti- depressants. I also went to the supermarket and bought a huge bar of chocolate, and ate it on my way back home.
Once back home, I ate the rest of the chocolate, dealt the pills into both of my Dosetts, and wrote the greetings and addresses on the birthday cards. I also took the laundry downstairs to the drying room, I will fetch it tomorrow as the first thing in the morning
In the evening, out of curiosity, I read a couple of Wikipedia articles about Marquise De Sade, and they triggered me very badly. I started having evening anxiety, but it was over at midnight.
Tomorrow I will start doing housework; I will replace the towels, take out the recycling, take my blankets and pillow and mattress to the balcony, and fetch my laundry from the downstairs drying room.
I will go to Eleclya’s home, our friend Suavecita will give us and Mirette a lift to Sadie’s home, she will have a birthday party.
On Sunday, I will shave my armpits and put on a face mask.
I will go visit my parents, and take the plastic waste to recycling on my way there. My dad will give me 20 euros, I will buy a new brassiere and a couple of postage stamps.