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I don't know if it’s only my PMS or the side effects of my depression medicine dosage increase, but I have been thinking about suicide again. I would commit suicide if I could, but I’m running out of ideas; I am too good a swimmer to drown, I don’t want to make anyone be late from work by jumping under a train, taking an overdose of medicine makes me puke, I don’t own a gun and not to mention I cannot afford to buy a length of rope to hang myself.
I read the book Brothers Lionheart and The Lovely Bones which are about life after death, and the book Veronica decides to die which is about suicide.
So I wrote a poem.
After death
I will rise as a star into the night sky
I will soar as a seagull across the ocean
I will leap as a dolphin in the sun- spangled water
Never will I again be afraid, hungry or cold.
I will shine like the sun
I will glow like the moon
I will see all my beloved again
And one day you will see me too.
I read the book Brothers Lionheart and The Lovely Bones which are about life after death, and the book Veronica decides to die which is about suicide.
So I wrote a poem.
After death
I will rise as a star into the night sky
I will soar as a seagull across the ocean
I will leap as a dolphin in the sun- spangled water
Never will I again be afraid, hungry or cold.
I will shine like the sun
I will glow like the moon
I will see all my beloved again
And one day you will see me too.