Some late night updates
- I forgot to take my morning medicine today, and I have also downed copious amounts of coffee. That probably explains why I feel like there are silver pink ponies flying over me :B
- Me and Emjuso talked about bronies this morning, zie told me I should support their cause. I thought about bronies and for a moment I didn't associate them with MRAs and fedoras; I realized that it's important to teach males that it's fine to play with magic ponies just like it is fine for girls to play with Terminators or Hulks.
- I have decided to become more meticulous, that is, if I pick a random piece of loose string off the hem of my dress, I will take it to the garbage bin straight away instead of dropping it on the floor. I won't leave books lying around in my home, I will put them into the shelf with the other books, stuff like that.
- On Monday when I went to school I decided to ask the school nurse to book me a routine check- up for my physical health; to check how my ears, eyes, mouth and lungs work, you know.
- I have noticed that all my life when I have been mentally ill and kept hearing voices inside my head, I have been conscious of being ill; when I tell a doctor about a delusion, I say "I have this delusion where I see a bad person sitting next to me" instead of saying "Can't you see there's a bad person sitting next to me?"
- I just realized I haven't written any poetry for a while. I guess it's because I haven't been inspired, usually I find it hard simply to improvise.
- I decided to unlike every "social justice" page on Facebook; don't get me wrong, I support their cause but I get triggered very easily when they post stuff about rape, murder and other crimes against humanity. I know I cannot just close my eyes about all the suffering in the world, but honestly, there's simply nothing I can do about it. I need to take care of my own well- being.
- To be honest, sometimes it aggravates me how easily I am triggered! I still remember, after I was released from the hellish mental ward 3B in Kellokoski, I used to be afraid of the town of Hyvinkää because I was taken to a brain scan there, golden hoop earrings because I used to wear them in the ward... foolish things that say nothing.
- Everyone's talking about Ferguson on Tumblr, and here I am, writing a list about nicknames for Benedict Cumberbatch. Booplesnootle Cutecucumber, Bananarama Clamcrotch, Bisexual Candycorn, Humperdinck Cap'n'Crunch, Bennyflirp Bandersnatch, Bendydick Cummerbund...
- I think my favorite Doctor Who reincarnation is David Tennant, the 10th doctor. I hope Benedict Cumberbatch will be the next Time Lord!
- I have some sort of a pimple or cyst or whatevs on the very tip of my tongue, and it hurts a lot. Also, I have this little piece of flesh on my palate, between my two front teeth, and I can flap it with the tip of my tongue. It isn't too bad but sometimes it gets inflamed and swollen and it hurts a lot when I brush my teeth or eat something. Fortunately I have a dentist's appointment in January.
ZOMG 3860 entry! 140 to go!
- Me and Emjuso talked about bronies this morning, zie told me I should support their cause. I thought about bronies and for a moment I didn't associate them with MRAs and fedoras; I realized that it's important to teach males that it's fine to play with magic ponies just like it is fine for girls to play with Terminators or Hulks.
- I have decided to become more meticulous, that is, if I pick a random piece of loose string off the hem of my dress, I will take it to the garbage bin straight away instead of dropping it on the floor. I won't leave books lying around in my home, I will put them into the shelf with the other books, stuff like that.
- On Monday when I went to school I decided to ask the school nurse to book me a routine check- up for my physical health; to check how my ears, eyes, mouth and lungs work, you know.
- I have noticed that all my life when I have been mentally ill and kept hearing voices inside my head, I have been conscious of being ill; when I tell a doctor about a delusion, I say "I have this delusion where I see a bad person sitting next to me" instead of saying "Can't you see there's a bad person sitting next to me?"
- I just realized I haven't written any poetry for a while. I guess it's because I haven't been inspired, usually I find it hard simply to improvise.
- I decided to unlike every "social justice" page on Facebook; don't get me wrong, I support their cause but I get triggered very easily when they post stuff about rape, murder and other crimes against humanity. I know I cannot just close my eyes about all the suffering in the world, but honestly, there's simply nothing I can do about it. I need to take care of my own well- being.
- To be honest, sometimes it aggravates me how easily I am triggered! I still remember, after I was released from the hellish mental ward 3B in Kellokoski, I used to be afraid of the town of Hyvinkää because I was taken to a brain scan there, golden hoop earrings because I used to wear them in the ward... foolish things that say nothing.
- Everyone's talking about Ferguson on Tumblr, and here I am, writing a list about nicknames for Benedict Cumberbatch. Booplesnootle Cutecucumber, Bananarama Clamcrotch, Bisexual Candycorn, Humperdinck Cap'n'Crunch, Bennyflirp Bandersnatch, Bendydick Cummerbund...
- I think my favorite Doctor Who reincarnation is David Tennant, the 10th doctor. I hope Benedict Cumberbatch will be the next Time Lord!
- I have some sort of a pimple or cyst or whatevs on the very tip of my tongue, and it hurts a lot. Also, I have this little piece of flesh on my palate, between my two front teeth, and I can flap it with the tip of my tongue. It isn't too bad but sometimes it gets inflamed and swollen and it hurts a lot when I brush my teeth or eat something. Fortunately I have a dentist's appointment in January.
ZOMG 3860 entry! 140 to go!