Remember when one door closes--it's probably bricked up too.

Apr 22, 2007 22:42

     Just when I thought it was getting better...
"And you..friendless, brainless, helpless, hopeless--do you want me to send you back to where you were?  Unemployed in Greenland?"     ***The Princess Bride***
  Fired, and for no reason.  I really wish there was a reason then I could at least say to myself "Self, we won't be doing that again."  But no.  No reason.  
I know that really this is one of those blessings in a friggin disguise.  Already my stress level has decreased and my chiropracter was finally (after 10 visits!!) able to crack my neck into something vaguely resembling a healthy persons neck instead of the damn "hail Hitler" impression it has been doing for I don't know how long. 
  I am so very, very, very tired of starting over.  And I miss my Bear.  At sad times like this I could bury by face in his soft fur and cry until I felt better.  And then it would be okay that there was no discernible reason for being let go, because he still loved me.  
  *big sigh*
And so I start again.  

ever., learning not to care

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