Apr 22, 2007 22:42
Just when I thought it was getting better...
"And you..friendless, brainless, helpless, hopeless--do you want me to send you back to where you were? Unemployed in Greenland?" ***The Princess Bride***
Fired, and for no reason. I really wish there was a reason then I could at least say to myself "Self, we won't be doing that again." But no. No reason.
I know that really this is one of those blessings in a friggin disguise. Already my stress level has decreased and my chiropracter was finally (after 10 visits!!) able to crack my neck into something vaguely resembling a healthy persons neck instead of the damn "hail Hitler" impression it has been doing for I don't know how long.
I am so very, very, very tired of starting over. And I miss my Bear. At sad times like this I could bury by face in his soft fur and cry until I felt better. And then it would be okay that there was no discernible reason for being let go, because he still loved me.
*big sigh*
And so I start again.
ever.,
learning not to care