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everyone sounds so depressing. bringing me down.
it's been a rough year but isn't it always? my house got foreclosed, i moved 4 times, was a terrible student, had relationship problems, my best friend moved away, my car got backed into, my mom was impossible, funds were extremely limited, i felt like shit about myself a lot, blah blah blah. it doesn't even matter. i'm not going to look in hindsight because i don't even care.
i had a wonderful new years, spent with everyone i love, in my new house that's not being foreclosed, with my car that is no longer dented up, my best friend moved home, i had a good hair day, chad is rad, my mom will always be impossible, i have a 3.5 gpa, WHATEVER. it all comes full circle, and i realize this. nothing wrong with nostalgia, but dwelling upon this YEAR is stupid. a year is just a starting and ending date, doesn't mean that january 1st was any different than january 2nd because i made some dumb resolutions. i realize at some points in my life this coming year (and every year?) i will probably want to smash my face against a concrete wall. there are also points in my life (like this weekened) where i will feel very happy and satisfied. so may this entry be a reminder for when i am having a face smashing into concrete day that i also had a content and happy day. the end. happy "new" year.
it's been a rough year but isn't it always? my house got foreclosed, i moved 4 times, was a terrible student, had relationship problems, my best friend moved away, my car got backed into, my mom was impossible, funds were extremely limited, i felt like shit about myself a lot, blah blah blah. it doesn't even matter. i'm not going to look in hindsight because i don't even care.
i had a wonderful new years, spent with everyone i love, in my new house that's not being foreclosed, with my car that is no longer dented up, my best friend moved home, i had a good hair day, chad is rad, my mom will always be impossible, i have a 3.5 gpa, WHATEVER. it all comes full circle, and i realize this. nothing wrong with nostalgia, but dwelling upon this YEAR is stupid. a year is just a starting and ending date, doesn't mean that january 1st was any different than january 2nd because i made some dumb resolutions. i realize at some points in my life this coming year (and every year?) i will probably want to smash my face against a concrete wall. there are also points in my life (like this weekened) where i will feel very happy and satisfied. so may this entry be a reminder for when i am having a face smashing into concrete day that i also had a content and happy day. the end. happy "new" year.