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anymore I get so sick of being myself
i CANT control these fucking mood swings. I think I am a better actress than I give myself credit for. Because when I am in my classes I just act like I am normal. Why do I put on a face for them, but I cant when I am work? Why do i hide from certain people but not Tony? He has to hear all my inside shit...
I am just goin to try and make it through the next two weeks... I need to go change my damn major and tell housing that I wont be living on campus next semester. I also need to register for my classes.
But I will jsut need to see about everyhting...
goddamnit...
I dont like this.
not to mention my stomach is kicking in
i CANT control these fucking mood swings. I think I am a better actress than I give myself credit for. Because when I am in my classes I just act like I am normal. Why do I put on a face for them, but I cant when I am work? Why do i hide from certain people but not Tony? He has to hear all my inside shit...
I am just goin to try and make it through the next two weeks... I need to go change my damn major and tell housing that I wont be living on campus next semester. I also need to register for my classes.
But I will jsut need to see about everyhting...
goddamnit...
I dont like this.
not to mention my stomach is kicking in