Dec 05, 2003 09:35
The weather outside is so shitty! I hate it... but I am hoping that it will snow... for reasons my own. I jsut called and got my schedule! egad! I know it could be worse... but there is not much that I can do about it.
4-9:930 sun tues thur fri sat!
Right now I feel like I am stuck in the middle of this big mess I ahte it. I feel trapped inside my own head. Where I used to speak my mind, I know close it off and keep it in. Just Away from everything. It really drives me nuts sometimes.
Then again everything drives me nuts anymore. My anxiety gets the better of me anymore. At least that is the way it seems to me. ...forget it.