Nov 20, 2006 21:57
I havnt updated in weeks. Guess I just havnt had the time.
These past few weeks have been full and I havnt really had time to relax. Lifes been full of volleyball, work, and choir. I havnt really seen my friends a lot. We finally all got together at Kendra's a weekend or two ago which was nice. Got to have a bonding day w/ steph. We had dinner and went to Jekyll and Hyde and then she spent the night. It was fun.
I'm sad. Volleyball is over forever pretty much. Our last games were yestruday, we didnt do too bad. Im just really sad that i might not ever play again, my god am I gonna miss it.
Short week. Thanksgiving is Thursday followed by 2 other days off. Vocal workshop all day tomorrow so one less day of school. Kyle and Aarons bday party on Saturday and I gotta work Friday, so no hockey game for me :(
Thanksgiving brings me to something I am thankful for. Its Nate actually. He probably doesnt have any idea but truly, I am. I go through every week stessing and everything, being looked at as the President, my every move being watched by everyone, waiting to jump on my mistakes, being looked at to do my best at work, having everyones problems thrown on me, it really takes a toll. But when Im with him, even if its just a 5 min phone call, he makes all of that go away. Im just Katlin when im with him, i dont have to worry about anythnig else, im just a girl, and its so nice. When i feel that, it just gives me another reason why im being as patient as i am and how much hoping im doing. He's my best friend and truly, everything I want.
89 Days :) yay for florida! Im so pumped
Christmas season is starting soon. Our first performances are on the 12th, kinda nervous for them because people are gay and dont no how to shut up at dance. BUt thats beyond the point. H is leaving in 2 months, im totally freaking out, i dont no whats gonna happen and im really scared to find out.
Ive been kinda drained lately with everything. I wish I had more time to myself and be with my friends. I definetly need this break from school. Its gonna feel so nice.
I need to sleep, i hope i can update soon. Hope your happy with the update (u no who u r :])