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I still feel anxiety and it won't seem to go away. I just keep thinking about things and stuff and whether it was the right choice, and what not. Because I still miss him so fucking much, I cried myself to sleep in between my little seizures on Saturday from when I was drinking. I just don't know. I'm so confused, yea...But I don't think he'd want me back and anyways, he'll always be away at school and that would always make me depressed. Oh well, I'm sure this is the best thing for both of us, although I heard he was um, trying to pick up any girl when he was at Zaphods last week, Matt told me, but how reliable can he be...hehe. I just can't seem to get this sick feeling out of my stomach and it's been worse this whole weekend. I saw his parents on Saturday and that just made me super sad because they were all nice and cheery to me and stuff. Fuck me, eh?
Oh well, This weekend is Chelsea and mine's 4 year anniversary, we're going to celebrate of course, but I'm not sure what we're doing, I assume some type of dinner and what not. And Katie-O's having another movie night so, I'm sure if all else fails we can hit that up and then go to the local Sobey's again and buy random things, like potatoe products...
Anyways, I have lots of school work to do these next few weeks. Ick. I just finished reaind Elie Wiesel's book "Night" which is now being bastardized by Oprah's book club, oh well, what won't she tap into. It was really good, it made me sad, and today when I finished it, I turned to my German friend and asked him if his people learnt a lesson. It was all around funny, but not the book, that was incredibly sad, it's quite the short read so I suggest reading it, even if it looks like you're jumping on the Oprah book club bandwagon (I read it for a class, yea...).
Please shoot me.
Katie.
I'm so fucking sorry.
Oh well, This weekend is Chelsea and mine's 4 year anniversary, we're going to celebrate of course, but I'm not sure what we're doing, I assume some type of dinner and what not. And Katie-O's having another movie night so, I'm sure if all else fails we can hit that up and then go to the local Sobey's again and buy random things, like potatoe products...
Anyways, I have lots of school work to do these next few weeks. Ick. I just finished reaind Elie Wiesel's book "Night" which is now being bastardized by Oprah's book club, oh well, what won't she tap into. It was really good, it made me sad, and today when I finished it, I turned to my German friend and asked him if his people learnt a lesson. It was all around funny, but not the book, that was incredibly sad, it's quite the short read so I suggest reading it, even if it looks like you're jumping on the Oprah book club bandwagon (I read it for a class, yea...).
Please shoot me.
Katie.
I'm so fucking sorry.