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Dj is dying. There's nothing I can do about it. NOTHING. No kind words or telling her how much everyone loves her is going to keep her here. No advice to make her feel good about herself or make her realize the error of her ways is going to help. I can't do a damn thing. They know what's wrong and she doesn't know if she wants to go through with treatment and even with the treatment I don't like the odds of her living and I don't know what to do. I was talking to her today, and she went to the doctors. And i was trying to keep her cheery, because I just don't like it when my friends are sad or can't smile. And I got confused on somethings she was saying and I was trying to make a joke out of it, about chest cavities and dentists but it only confused her more and then she sent me a text that said "Oh, u confused me! lol can u ask God to help me stay strong? Plez... I don't want to die..." Oh my God you guys she's dying. I don't know what to do. I just broke down and started crying. I don't know what to do. It's not fair. It's not fair that I have two really great friends that are dying and there isn't a damn thing I can do about it. I tell them to stay strong, and I try to cheer them up, and I try to be there for them. But it isn't enough. I don't get it. I can't help them. I can't do a damn thing. Damnit, what the hell? I don't get it. I gotta go. Think or go to work or something. I don't get it. And I don't know what to do.
Dj is dying. There's nothing I can do about it. NOTHING. No kind words or telling her how much everyone loves her is going to keep her here. No advice to make her feel good about herself or make her realize the error of her ways is going to help. I can't do a damn thing. They know what's wrong and she doesn't know if she wants to go through with treatment and even with the treatment I don't like the odds of her living and I don't know what to do. I was talking to her today, and she went to the doctors. And i was trying to keep her cheery, because I just don't like it when my friends are sad or can't smile. And I got confused on somethings she was saying and I was trying to make a joke out of it, about chest cavities and dentists but it only confused her more and then she sent me a text that said "Oh, u confused me! lol can u ask God to help me stay strong? Plez... I don't want to die..." Oh my God you guys she's dying. I don't know what to do. I just broke down and started crying. I don't know what to do. It's not fair. It's not fair that I have two really great friends that are dying and there isn't a damn thing I can do about it. I tell them to stay strong, and I try to cheer them up, and I try to be there for them. But it isn't enough. I don't get it. I can't help them. I can't do a damn thing. Damnit, what the hell? I don't get it. I gotta go. Think or go to work or something. I don't get it. And I don't know what to do.