wow
so i'm pretty sure this is the first time that i've updated since i got home from ecuador.
and i'm drunk, good time to update
so.....
1. i don't have a job
2. i broke up with Joe, oh no
3. school sucks
4. i like being single
is it bad that i've found myself happier since i've been single? I don't think so. I think that it's really good that I've found where I'm truly happy. I don't know exactly what made me so unhappy with Joe, since I was still happy when I was on my trip, but when I got back, it was just weird. And now it's just so normal to be alone all the time and sleeping alone and such. I find it so liberating to be able to go to a bar and flirt and not worry about the consequences. (that was hard for me to spell) I'm not worrying about what Joe is doing and if he's happy and such. It is great. For the first time in 2 years I am alone and single and it is great. I can flirt with and sleep with whomever I want, not that I'm sleeping with anyone, but if I wanted to, it would be fine. If youget my drift. I know that I'm not a relationship person, deep down, I just want to be wild and single and be free to do whatever i WANT. and It's great. maybe sometime in the future I'll be with someone again, but I just want to be single right now, if I haven't gotten that across yet.
To sum things up, I am happy. I am very happy where I am right now.
And I love my girlfriends.
The end.
xoxo
and i'm drunk, good time to update
so.....
1. i don't have a job
2. i broke up with Joe, oh no
3. school sucks
4. i like being single
is it bad that i've found myself happier since i've been single? I don't think so. I think that it's really good that I've found where I'm truly happy. I don't know exactly what made me so unhappy with Joe, since I was still happy when I was on my trip, but when I got back, it was just weird. And now it's just so normal to be alone all the time and sleeping alone and such. I find it so liberating to be able to go to a bar and flirt and not worry about the consequences. (that was hard for me to spell) I'm not worrying about what Joe is doing and if he's happy and such. It is great. For the first time in 2 years I am alone and single and it is great. I can flirt with and sleep with whomever I want, not that I'm sleeping with anyone, but if I wanted to, it would be fine. If youget my drift. I know that I'm not a relationship person, deep down, I just want to be wild and single and be free to do whatever i WANT. and It's great. maybe sometime in the future I'll be with someone again, but I just want to be single right now, if I haven't gotten that across yet.
To sum things up, I am happy. I am very happy where I am right now.
And I love my girlfriends.
The end.
xoxo