self restraint
Doug broke his nose.
I'm using every ounce of self restraint that I can muster, coupled with the knowledge of a test in intro today not to go to K-zoo to see Doug. I want to see him, make sure he's ok, like I did when he broke his leg. But I can't do that now. I'm not his girlfriend, or a girl who was basically his girlfriend who got the title when she came to the hospital. I'm his ex girlfriend that he hasn't seen in a month and a half, or talked to on the phone for the same time frame. I can't do that. and I hate it. I really want to, but I can't, and I know that he doesn't want me to. The pathetic thing is, if he would have called me when it happened, I would have been there in a heartbeat. But I have to hold myself back, and if he wants me to come to K-zoo, then he'll ask. Had to call Ali and IM Dave, to beg them to go check Doug out and tell me that he's ok... because I need to know. But as Alisa put it, he broke his nose. It's not as serious as it was when he broke his leg, and couldn't function. he can still function with a broken nose.... and Sceone just called and said that she's glad that Doug broke his nose because he deserves it from the way he treated me. lol. Gotta love that girl. ..... just want to know he's ok, though.
why do I care so much? :-/
I'm using every ounce of self restraint that I can muster, coupled with the knowledge of a test in intro today not to go to K-zoo to see Doug. I want to see him, make sure he's ok, like I did when he broke his leg. But I can't do that now. I'm not his girlfriend, or a girl who was basically his girlfriend who got the title when she came to the hospital. I'm his ex girlfriend that he hasn't seen in a month and a half, or talked to on the phone for the same time frame. I can't do that. and I hate it. I really want to, but I can't, and I know that he doesn't want me to. The pathetic thing is, if he would have called me when it happened, I would have been there in a heartbeat. But I have to hold myself back, and if he wants me to come to K-zoo, then he'll ask. Had to call Ali and IM Dave, to beg them to go check Doug out and tell me that he's ok... because I need to know. But as Alisa put it, he broke his nose. It's not as serious as it was when he broke his leg, and couldn't function. he can still function with a broken nose.... and Sceone just called and said that she's glad that Doug broke his nose because he deserves it from the way he treated me. lol. Gotta love that girl. ..... just want to know he's ok, though.
why do I care so much? :-/