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Still applying for jobs, still feeling restless no matter what I do. I look around me and see all these people my age who seem to have it all figured out, what they want to do, and I'm just lost. I never really knew what I wanted to do after high school, so I declared this major that I just thought was fun. Then I realized that I wanted to do something else, and didn't leave myself much time to really take advantage of it. No internships, just rushing to get all my credits taken care of so I could graduate on time. So now here I am praying I get into grad school this time around, hating my job and just kind of floating through life cause I don't like what I'm doing, but I don't know what I'd rather do that would make me any happier.
I applied for a really cool looking job with Stanford Press just now. That one would be so freakin' sweet, it's right here and it's doing what I want to do. Fingers crossed. All I really want to do is just sit at home and write. So who knows.
I applied for a really cool looking job with Stanford Press just now. That one would be so freakin' sweet, it's right here and it's doing what I want to do. Fingers crossed. All I really want to do is just sit at home and write. So who knows.