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well today was great kathryn came over and we had some fun but then things went down from there....
my parents started to blaming things on me and started reacting to things that were really pointless ad then my brother started to join in but yu wouldn't think that it would bother yu a lil brother cuz hes younder i have no idea if he knows this but my constanly tells me im fat,ugly and stuff and after a while yu start to give in if yu know wat i mean... lik serisouly i really can't take it anymore. =(
plus on other things being the oldest sucks yur parents want yu to do everything for yur younger silbing cuz there soooo young and they r there baby please thats just an excuse them wanting you to help them by doing stuff for them which they r quit capable of doing it themselves.. lik when my parents want me to do something for my brother or if he "can't" doing something for them they ask me to do it for him cuz im older..acording to them and hes just soo younge its already 11 ad turnings 12 in 2 months and then when he sees me get mad he starts to laugh... he does it all the time on purpose ad he also reads everything that belongs to mine lik convos ad then goes tells my parents or if guys show up at my house then he goes off and tells them i can;t wait till hes older ad i do it to him but prob then my parents wont care about the things like they do now there excuse it cuz there new to this and stuff... yeah ok
its weird have yu ever felt lik u want to be wit one of yur friends just to talk to them and get it all off yur chest?thats how i feel right now .. it seems lik all of things that have been bothering me the past couple weeks all comes together right at once and its lik all going to explode.. lol linnet said i should just scream into a pillow i think i should do that lol hopefully it will work
hopefully tomorrow and the weekend will be better
katherine xox
my parents started to blaming things on me and started reacting to things that were really pointless ad then my brother started to join in but yu wouldn't think that it would bother yu a lil brother cuz hes younder i have no idea if he knows this but my constanly tells me im fat,ugly and stuff and after a while yu start to give in if yu know wat i mean... lik serisouly i really can't take it anymore. =(
plus on other things being the oldest sucks yur parents want yu to do everything for yur younger silbing cuz there soooo young and they r there baby please thats just an excuse them wanting you to help them by doing stuff for them which they r quit capable of doing it themselves.. lik when my parents want me to do something for my brother or if he "can't" doing something for them they ask me to do it for him cuz im older..acording to them and hes just soo younge its already 11 ad turnings 12 in 2 months and then when he sees me get mad he starts to laugh... he does it all the time on purpose ad he also reads everything that belongs to mine lik convos ad then goes tells my parents or if guys show up at my house then he goes off and tells them i can;t wait till hes older ad i do it to him but prob then my parents wont care about the things like they do now there excuse it cuz there new to this and stuff... yeah ok
its weird have yu ever felt lik u want to be wit one of yur friends just to talk to them and get it all off yur chest?thats how i feel right now .. it seems lik all of things that have been bothering me the past couple weeks all comes together right at once and its lik all going to explode.. lol linnet said i should just scream into a pillow i think i should do that lol hopefully it will work
hopefully tomorrow and the weekend will be better
katherine xox