Jan 19, 2005 03:13
im laying in front of the fire and i can feel the heat touching me. i wish that it wouldn't. self destructiveness seems the only promising path. starving, sweating it off, leaving it all behind with the help of saturday. i just keep listening to wish you were here over and over again. so yout hink you can tell, heaven from hell, blue skies from pain?
i feel all alone in this big crazy world