i'll hang from your lips instead of the gallows

[kateuncensored]

interesting day, bad night. went to lunch and then the gym. whoops forgot to call. then i got bored and tried to rescue harper with cathy. didn't work and her dad held her captive. then devin at adam's called to say they were doing something. how nice.they kept saying we don't want you here so i debated whether or not to show up but i didn't want to just go home. went there and then went to my house. everyone was being weird, i chewed my lips to death, i have to go in tomorrow. i have a feeling not much else will happen though. i dont' care. i shouldn't care. ill carry through with the ignoring which lapsed tonight. and i always get stuck, in the same damn position. another shit fuck day passed by.

resolutions
stop seeing him number one and stop caring if he cares
tell him number two to stop being stupid
stop caring what people think
start being more open
stop opening myself to feeling bad
stay away from people like him number one
when people say they don't want you to come, dont come even if theyre joking
spend time with nicer people
meet new people and go out. escape
avoid having free time to think about all these resolutions