Blessed
Wrote this back in August of 2008, when I was taking lessons with Don and falling madly in love with him when he was sadly unavailable...
So, no, looks like I have not found my future husband, but at least I have met someone who is a blessing to me. And at least I am learning to be honest with myself and others. I've realized that I'm not one to dance around feelings and issues very well. It's always best to be straight forward. Plus, it was awfully hard to concentrate in that tiny office with him and this huge elephant in the room...
I will still be seeing him on Wednesdays. I just won't be there an hour and a half past my lesson time. lol.
This was from one of his responses:
...I want to see you shine! I want you to play and sing and make your music. I'm sorry again if I have been less than what I should have been. I'd like to see you keep coming to lessons, but if you would like a refund I will oblige.
...P.S. If I was single... I would have done EVERYTHING I could to make sure that I never missed another chance to see you everyday. Although it might seem like it takes forever, someone will come into your life who will honor, respect, defend, and love you. That man will be the envy of many many many men. Hold your head up high!! You are HOTTTTT!!! lol!
On the inside as well, and that is where your true value lies.
And here we are today. Living together with our two beautiful kitties, planning our November wedding. This is the man who will honor, respect, defend and love me for the rest of my life. I am so blessed!!!