Bike Week 2004 Rescue Ranger Style
So, let me fill you in on my life this week, and it took an interesting few awry forks in the road. First things first...thursday morning at 6am, I woke up to Ashley packing up his things, and yelling at me that he was breaking up with me. Apparently he snuck onto my computer when I was sleeping in the middle of the night, and he opened up my aim logs, and read a conversation that I had with christy. Christy is my best friend, she and I have PRIVATE conversations all the time, where we brainstorm and talk about a lot really off the wall things. Well one of the things that we were talking about was about how unhappy I was with ashley, and how roger had been calling me a lot lately, and it was awkward for me because I was getting confused about my life, and where I stand right now in the whole "relationship" world.
If Ash wanted to go looking for trouble, he accomplished what he had in mind, and he found trouble. So Friday morning, we broke up. He packs up his life, that he has moved in here over the last few months...much to my dismay I might add. It saddens me that he and I are ending on such bad terms, but I am really not prepared to be able to commit to someone like him right now. I need someone with drive, with power, with goals, with a life that consists of many other things, other than just me his girlfriend.
I am curious to see if there is any direction to my life with roger, but I honestly don't think that there is going to ever be. I really like ashley, there were times when I would have considered him marriage material, but unfortunately he has more "unmarriage" material moments with me, than "marriage" moments.
Christy and I had a blast at Bike Week last night. We stayed with Tim's (her friend from home depot)friends right on A1A, all night long I slumbered to "Roarrr, Roarr" from the harley exhaust going up the main street all night, and all morning long. I also went to my first strip club called Lollipop's which was a lot of fun. It wasn't like your "typical" strip club at all, it was mostly like a club with lots of women walking around topless, and giving guys lap dances for 10 bucks each. There was definately a lot of people watching to be had. I have a new respect for Tim, and maybe almost lets say a slight little crush too, after I saw how beautiful and talented he is on the guitar and singing as well. He is like the next Dashboard, and I am smitten.
Aries, he is an Aries though. I also met another Taurus (no more joe-charlotte's) and I met another Pisces too. I will probably go back to Daytona again, as Christy and I were both invited back. The beach was beautiful today, and I really need to work on getting a surf board.
SO back to the single life of being a Rescue Ranger, I think this is really what is best right now. I just need to kick back, and see what life has in store for me.
If Ash wanted to go looking for trouble, he accomplished what he had in mind, and he found trouble. So Friday morning, we broke up. He packs up his life, that he has moved in here over the last few months...much to my dismay I might add. It saddens me that he and I are ending on such bad terms, but I am really not prepared to be able to commit to someone like him right now. I need someone with drive, with power, with goals, with a life that consists of many other things, other than just me his girlfriend.
I am curious to see if there is any direction to my life with roger, but I honestly don't think that there is going to ever be. I really like ashley, there were times when I would have considered him marriage material, but unfortunately he has more "unmarriage" material moments with me, than "marriage" moments.
Christy and I had a blast at Bike Week last night. We stayed with Tim's (her friend from home depot)friends right on A1A, all night long I slumbered to "Roarrr, Roarr" from the harley exhaust going up the main street all night, and all morning long. I also went to my first strip club called Lollipop's which was a lot of fun. It wasn't like your "typical" strip club at all, it was mostly like a club with lots of women walking around topless, and giving guys lap dances for 10 bucks each. There was definately a lot of people watching to be had. I have a new respect for Tim, and maybe almost lets say a slight little crush too, after I saw how beautiful and talented he is on the guitar and singing as well. He is like the next Dashboard, and I am smitten.
Aries, he is an Aries though. I also met another Taurus (no more joe-charlotte's) and I met another Pisces too. I will probably go back to Daytona again, as Christy and I were both invited back. The beach was beautiful today, and I really need to work on getting a surf board.
SO back to the single life of being a Rescue Ranger, I think this is really what is best right now. I just need to kick back, and see what life has in store for me.