i suck i know
i work 60 plus hours a week. sometimes from 6am to 11pm. Big news this week, I had lunch with roger. He moves today to St. Augustine and then possibly MD, so he wanted to touch base with me before the move. We had a great lunch at this little indian resturaunt. I miss him...god, do I miss him.
We are just so fucking in sync. But then again...we still aren't right for each other. I am coming to harsh realization, that there is no one for me out there. I am going to struggle for the rest of my life alone with my pets. I would like to say and my room mate Kati too, but eventually she too will move on to bigger and better things.
My children are starving for my attention. I would like to think Ashley is too, but apparently not since my one night home, he is hanging out with Todd (christy's x-boyfriend).
Life sucks right now. I am sick, and I want to sleep. And I have to work on my days off. I was trying to get a mortgage on a new house, but when my mortgage analyst ran my credit history I found out that I have identity theft, and with 2 bankruptcies (that aren't mine) and a forclosure on a house (that also isn't mine) there is no way in hell anyone would approve me for a mortgage on a new house.
blah. sleep is my bestfriend right now.
We are just so fucking in sync. But then again...we still aren't right for each other. I am coming to harsh realization, that there is no one for me out there. I am going to struggle for the rest of my life alone with my pets. I would like to say and my room mate Kati too, but eventually she too will move on to bigger and better things.
My children are starving for my attention. I would like to think Ashley is too, but apparently not since my one night home, he is hanging out with Todd (christy's x-boyfriend).
Life sucks right now. I am sick, and I want to sleep. And I have to work on my days off. I was trying to get a mortgage on a new house, but when my mortgage analyst ran my credit history I found out that I have identity theft, and with 2 bankruptcies (that aren't mine) and a forclosure on a house (that also isn't mine) there is no way in hell anyone would approve me for a mortgage on a new house.
blah. sleep is my bestfriend right now.