Wild Goose Chase

[kate_spencer]

I've been thinking a lot about this. What do I feel like I'm always trying to get or achieve and never quie make it?

Obvious choices are my constant battle with my weight and fitness. Finishing my damn Master's. Opening myself up to a relationship.

But then I kept ruminating over the days. I looked at the things I keep trying and getting nowhere

Comments

[nikkiii_brown]

I have a friend who has shared these same feelings about her family and how she feels like she doesn't quite fit in. Particularly the part about your sisters is what really reminded me of her struggles with it. *hugs*

[roina_arwen]

It’s hard to forge bonds that aren’t naturally there, especially as it seems like you’re the only one trying. I feel for you.

[kittenboo]

All you can do is keep trying, the next step is up to them.

[static_abyss]

You're right. You can only control what you can control. But all the same, this sounds like a hard situation and I hope that even as you continue to try, that your family will also try to meet you halfway.

[rayaso]

All you can do is keep trying, which is all you control. I hope you eventually develop the kind of relationship you want.