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[katater]

If you were once on my friends list and arent anymore.. I'm sorry, but I really dont think you should be on my friends list unless we talk frequently, or I trust you a lot, or I'm starting to trust you... so, if you wanna get put back on, maybe try and gain my trust? This doesnt mean anything near "I hate you" or "I dont like you." The likelyness

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[katater]

Thats not true, laurel. you know one of the boys I like, if not more, you do, infact, read my journal if I'm not mistaken, and if you dont think that tells you enough about me, then do you really know me at all? I mean.. the people on my friends list... I feel like they understand me, even if I dont know them well, hell, maybe I'm wrong, but I'm giving them a chance. The ones that dont know me well, I'm getting to know better, and I mean.. they dont seem at all like the type of people who would betray my trust. I could be totally off in taking you off of this list or whatever, but its what I feel is right, and so, its what I choose to do. you can disagree with it all you want, but its my choice, I'm sticking to it, and if you dont know me well enough to know I'm gonna stick to it, you really shouldnt be on my friends list, cause you've known me for that long, and dont know me very well at all. Maybe this isnt a good choice for me to make, I mean, I could be totally wrong in making this decision, but its the one I'm making for now.

I'm aware of the friendships jamie and alex have with amy, but I trust both alex and jamie very much, because they've been through a lot with me.. not to say that you havent, but (I dont wanna bring this up, but oh well) the point in time when you thought our friendship needed a break, was definately the hardest year of my life, and I dont think you'll ever really know what went on in it.

Yet again, this could all be totally wrong.. but if it is, I cant always change my mind on it