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I'm still in shock, I can't believe that my Uncle David would do this to his family and friends. I learned yesterday that my Uncle David was dead. He shot himself. it hurts just thinking about it. I know that there must have been something i could have done to save him. If only i had talked to him more often or gone out to california maybe he wouldn't have killed himself. He was such a great guy, so full of life i don't think the fact that he is really truly gone will sink in for awhile yet. I just wish that there was something i could have done to prevent this. He didn't even give us a reason why in the note he left behind he just asked us to forgive him. i miss him so much, i would give anything just to see him one more time.