It's been a while
Yes yes I know've been lazy in updating. Gomen!
Heh. Anyway, I found out that the Air Force may be calling me for my job here in the next few days. While this does bring me a sense of relief that I can finally stop worrying about "When will I leave" it also brings with it a certain sense of dread. As I sit here and gaze at all my possesions and my kitty *snuggles kitty* I feel sadened by the fact that I must give these things up. Also part of me feels being bi and that I have no place in the military.
Sure I supposedly thought "long and hard" about the idea of going into the military but the real truth is I didn't. Plus my parents don't seem to buy the whole "bisexual" thing so part of me thinks I should get my driver's license and simply look for a job like everyone else. Working at Staples isn't what I want to keep doing but I also really have never done any actual work that put my college degrees to anything. Thats probably why I never mention them at times is because I don't see the use in them since they haven't helped in getting a good paying job that actually has me use them.
Oh well, time for my toil in the salt mines to begin. See ya then!
The warrior is born
The snow has melted.
The forest breathes again.
The sun reflects over the pond.
Once again...
Path of the Warrior Chapter 1
Heh. Anyway, I found out that the Air Force may be calling me for my job here in the next few days. While this does bring me a sense of relief that I can finally stop worrying about "When will I leave" it also brings with it a certain sense of dread. As I sit here and gaze at all my possesions and my kitty *snuggles kitty* I feel sadened by the fact that I must give these things up. Also part of me feels being bi and that I have no place in the military.
Sure I supposedly thought "long and hard" about the idea of going into the military but the real truth is I didn't. Plus my parents don't seem to buy the whole "bisexual" thing so part of me thinks I should get my driver's license and simply look for a job like everyone else. Working at Staples isn't what I want to keep doing but I also really have never done any actual work that put my college degrees to anything. Thats probably why I never mention them at times is because I don't see the use in them since they haven't helped in getting a good paying job that actually has me use them.
Oh well, time for my toil in the salt mines to begin. See ya then!
The warrior is born
The snow has melted.
The forest breathes again.
The sun reflects over the pond.
Once again...
Path of the Warrior Chapter 1