Give me strength to not to be a total BITCH
So Breezy took the initiative and confronted Niel about why he doesn't talk to me. She straight asks him "How come you can talk to me and Julia but you can't talk to Erika?" And he replies with a FUCKING "Idk maybe because I don't know her like that." Which is definitely one of the worst things I THINK someone I considered one of my BESTfriends to say concerning me. Fuck the sex. The sex is besides the fucking point but fucking REALLY? I'm fucking irate as hell in this bitch at work.
I'm sure we can't be friends at all anymore. This is all him. I feel completely and utterly defeated despite all my best intentions and efforts and most of all bitterly betrayed. I just can't. I can't. I don't want to.