Well Hello.
Life is life.
Declan's teeth need to come in. I'm seriously over all of the screaming and crying. Ive tried pretty much everything on the market and nothing comforts him. I am so over it. I'm also sad b/c its making him so cranky he's not really doing much development wise except talk talk talk! I get nervous he is behind but no professionals agree with me...YET. So it's a sit and wait thing. I wish he had more upper body strength and any interest in crawling.
Kason is doing okay. We're working really hard to get him better with sand/water. The past few days he's successfully spent about 10 min or so in or near a sprinkler. Its taken a lot for us to get him to do it & he hasn't exactly LOVED it but its a small step in the right direction. His speech is coming along like crazy. My little parrot! And he's doing much better in showing us he understands concepts/logic.
I talked to Rob about being more touchy-feely and he acknowledged my frustration. He said he dosnt try b/c he feels like I will push him away & he mentioned a few examples. I guess we both need to work on it. I have not been texting Shawn since my last post.
Work is insane. They should NEVER have an all day work shop on a 4 day work week (which is 3 days really for us part-timers!). I'm well over my hours so next week almost every day will have to be cut short which is YEAY for a break but BOO for work load. There's one week coming up that I'm the ONLY part-timer working the whole week. That means I'll get all these babies and have to help others out. Never gonna happen! Oh and the first baby I fell in love with finally went home yesterday. I was sad to see him go but so happy for the family that this baby's stay was so short all things considered!
I'm mad at Kim right now. She knows it. Idk what to do even. I feel like I have such limited friendships that I sort of have to put up with people when I normally would have walked away. :/ BUT I did see Alyssa today and we had a good time. She seemed to handle my kids well & Kason keeps talking about her! I think LJ lead me to an amazing RL friendship!!!
Declan's teeth need to come in. I'm seriously over all of the screaming and crying. Ive tried pretty much everything on the market and nothing comforts him. I am so over it. I'm also sad b/c its making him so cranky he's not really doing much development wise except talk talk talk! I get nervous he is behind but no professionals agree with me...YET. So it's a sit and wait thing. I wish he had more upper body strength and any interest in crawling.
Kason is doing okay. We're working really hard to get him better with sand/water. The past few days he's successfully spent about 10 min or so in or near a sprinkler. Its taken a lot for us to get him to do it & he hasn't exactly LOVED it but its a small step in the right direction. His speech is coming along like crazy. My little parrot! And he's doing much better in showing us he understands concepts/logic.
I talked to Rob about being more touchy-feely and he acknowledged my frustration. He said he dosnt try b/c he feels like I will push him away & he mentioned a few examples. I guess we both need to work on it. I have not been texting Shawn since my last post.
Work is insane. They should NEVER have an all day work shop on a 4 day work week (which is 3 days really for us part-timers!). I'm well over my hours so next week almost every day will have to be cut short which is YEAY for a break but BOO for work load. There's one week coming up that I'm the ONLY part-timer working the whole week. That means I'll get all these babies and have to help others out. Never gonna happen! Oh and the first baby I fell in love with finally went home yesterday. I was sad to see him go but so happy for the family that this baby's stay was so short all things considered!
I'm mad at Kim right now. She knows it. Idk what to do even. I feel like I have such limited friendships that I sort of have to put up with people when I normally would have walked away. :/ BUT I did see Alyssa today and we had a good time. She seemed to handle my kids well & Kason keeps talking about her! I think LJ lead me to an amazing RL friendship!!!