And as a dramatic conclusion to my California Adventure...

Jun 17, 2008 16:44

WELLLLLP,

Bootycon was absolutely amazing, which was not surprising.

Woke up this morning feeling like I was hit by a truck. Have a fever and can barely speak and feel generally shitty.

Got a call from Mom telling me my Grandma Elaine is on her way out. Well, fuck.

I was supposed to head home from California on Thursday.. Mom mentioned bumping it up to tomorrow but that would require an expensive ticket change and flying while sick and.. I don't know, I feel like the likelihood of her making it to me getting there even if I did fly out tomorrow isn't very good. And it's probably a bit selfish, but.. with the amount of morphine they're pumping into her, she wouldn't recognize me anyway even if I did make it there in time.. and I really don't want to see her like that. I don't know.

Way in which this is relevant to those reading my livejournal: I really don't foresee AnimeNEXT happening. And unfortunately what this means is diverting people who were staying at my house somewhere else. I already talked to Nick and Cole and Lisa buuuut zacku and lecheporfavor and michitofu-- I'm really sorry to bail on you guys and obv I'd help this if I could, but.. yeah. I know Mia and Michi will have somewhere else to stay but Zack, I'm especially sorry about having to bail on you and your friends. I hope you guys can find somewhere to stay on such short notice. ._.

So, yeah. Dicks. I'm feverish so my brain isn't working properly anyway and it's having trouble processing all this (the fact that she's dying really hasn't sunk in yet) and I sort of just want to curl up in a ball and have this all go away now so I can enjoy my last couple of days in CA, but.. that's life, I guess.

I'll keep you guys updated, I guess.

Oy vey.

On the bright side, Bootycon was pretty fuckin' awesome.

illness, bootycon, mai laifu, shittypoops, family, death

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