suprisingly innocent about you
i wont lie. i imagine a lot of stuff. using that imagination i sometimes think like that about me and some people. i imaged stuff with my friends, online friends, strangers or just people. weirdly i cant figure out why am i not able to think like that about you? i see you almost everyday, its impossible. your pretty face looks too innocent in my eyes and mind. i found your full name from one teacher... well i dont have your second name so i almost found your full name. i have no idea whats stopping me from all those stuff. i still like ur eyes dude, the priest gerard eyes, iykwim. i dont dare to look at them though. its crazy. im crazy about you. i got 3 new cds, infinity on high, from under the cork tree and international superhits, my cd organizer is full now. my mom wants to buy something to hold them in. wonder what she will find. oh fuck bang the doldrums are playing, it reminds me of them, i think they forgot about me but i dont mind that. its pretty good cause i dont want to be forever guilty for the things i wrote to them. my mom got sick, todays morning she said she felt better, she coughed less so i guess she did feel better. i need to remember to tell her to buy me some sparkling water since she doesnt allow me to get coke those times. today the psychologist of the school was my substitute teacher. she looked at me like i was a monster after i told her i drank 7 coke a week last winter. it was pretty funny i liked it. i have more money every month its almost confirmed im getting a fender Squier Sonic Precision Black woah what the fuck this font changed, anyways fender Squier Sonic Precision Black bass because mikey way had it on the 2004 tour. ill text if its confirmed bye