all these thoughts going around in my head like im purposely meant to go crazy
to be honest nothing happened since a long time, the only reason im doing this post is cause i felt like i didnt do an entry since a long ago. i feel like everything is starting to get better, except for my midnight late thoughts. but still would be the first to jump off the jersey bridge if someone made a dare like that, if you know what i mean. tommorow ill be at school since almost 8 am to 3 pm which is so fucking annoying. sometimes i think what should i even do at some point, everything went so boring just after the first week in this new year. im at the last chapter of unholyverse, im really stressed out about the ending if it goes wrong, lets hope not. im pretty much listening to the greatest hits 1 of fall out boy. sometimes i like to give "its not a side effect of cocaine, i am thinking it must be love", "tragic magic", "bang the doldrums" and "alpha dog" a listen, but only you and maybe your friend will know what that means. i am thinking very less about you, but i dont want to call this forgetting cause i hate it. though you just ended at the place where all my old loved ended up in my mind. i think your doing better too, atleast i can guess that by some of your platforms that you cant see i checked. im thinking about redoing my intro because its pretty boring, should i?