Dec 15, 2008 17:35
Okay, so this past weekend was FANTASTIC.
Well, besides having to work on Sat., and in my opinion miss a lot of fun.
Anyways, Sat. night hanging out with everyone was a lot of fun, and I wish the evening wouldn't have ended. I enjoyed playing Rock Band again (and showing off a little on the drums), and helping to clean up afterwords and on Sunday made me feel useful.
Of course, all good moods must come to an end.
I don't know WHY, but, my mood tanked sometime last night before heading off to bed.... and I was exhausted... 'm even more exhausted now... I got up fairly early to bake cinnamon buns today, and it's taken all day.... literally. The second to last pan is in the oven right now.... and I started at 11am. (after going to the grocery store, cleaning the kitchen, etc, etc, etc)
I don't want to do ANYTHING. I just want the world to fade away.... and the cinnamon buns don't even look all that great (imho, Erin says they look/smell great).... which makes me want to cry, because I KNOW they didn't turn out as well as I wanted, and this is basically the topper to my big x-mas gifts to people.
I still have a lot of work to do tonight... have to make up cards, go buy boxes, make sure I have addresses, pack up some of this stuff.... just want to cry.... maybe I will... I know if Erin wasn't here I'd probably have been in tears a while ago....... but I don't like crying in front of people.
friends,
baking,
party,
mood