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Mar 08, 2009 05:34

Maybe it’s because just an hour ago I’ve had a discussion about what our generation was going to leave the world art-wise, music-wise. What was the meaning to our generation. What the point. It’s something I think - thought I knew. just as there was something distinct about the 17th and all of the other centuries, just as the 16th century, that was a moment of technicians (as always) and as always those who knew what certain people desired to see.

Maybe it’s because I had to listen to Katy so and so on our bathroom radio, when I got home.I hate her. Don’t get how people can like her songs, I mean she’s a great entertainer and all, I guess, her hot and cold is fab, but the rest, eurgh, she’s so jumping on the band wagon, just taking advantage. Commercial, it's useless. I was so terrified when C. listened to her on the radion and she liked her first song.

Just coming back from a “hippie”-party, what do you expect? Was so much fun. Had to listen to my mp3 player to keep my mind off the nausea on my way home though. It was grand to hear the birds singing. Here’s one more of those 1000 things to do before you die. Listen to morning birds. I just devoured the Gyros and french fries from yesterday’s lunch. Cold. That should explain enough.

Fuck hypocrit what-if vampires. Fuck exuberant, blood and fight-thirsty werewolves. Fuck all self-loathing and self-satisfied creatures. That’d be even more pathetic than me.

I’m glad I’m a simple glorious human being. with human emotions that will hurt others only marginally. And more deeply than any of those phantastic super-powers could. I’m so glad for being free to think and feel what I want to. I’m glad I can explode and lash out and that I can chose to defy my 'pack' whenever I please. Heh, I was counting the times I would have said “Fuck you, idiots!” in Bella's place in the current chapters of New Moon. I’m much too aggressive for that crap.

Fuck the entire slash-world for so seldomly giving me what I want.

Jeez, … I’m going to take care of ortography and spelling later today. Nevermid this entry. Ignore.

To quote Lurch from the classic Addams Family: I like being miserable.

1000 things to do before you die, late night talk, randomness

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