'Someone said you’re born alive, well I don’t feel that alive'
I think I'm getting depressed over New Moon.
How odd and to an extent ridiculous. It's years that a book or story has really depressed me. Actually ever since a friend has leant me one of his books, I have started to read to get my mind off things that'd make me feel hollow or sad.
Doesn't work that well now. For some reason I have fallen a bit for the bittersweet charm of the story. After the frustration of the first chapters had worn off, the first book has put me somewhat at ease. It's not like this anymore. I remember I used to read just for that reason once. Solely for the emotion. It doesn't feel good now though. It feels like stress.
How odd and to an extent ridiculous. It's years that a book or story has really depressed me. Actually ever since a friend has leant me one of his books, I have started to read to get my mind off things that'd make me feel hollow or sad.
Doesn't work that well now. For some reason I have fallen a bit for the bittersweet charm of the story. After the frustration of the first chapters had worn off, the first book has put me somewhat at ease. It's not like this anymore. I remember I used to read just for that reason once. Solely for the emotion. It doesn't feel good now though. It feels like stress.