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[karneol_vision]

I just tried to draw something.

It's not happening.

I'm inspired and I'm hot, but it's not happening. It's as if my fingers and my head just didn't know how to get a human form right. As if they were too slow, too stupid.
I think I'll cry yet tonight.

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[lady_quark]

*hugs*
Don't force yourself to it. If it's not happening today, it will happen tomorrow, for sure.
*hugs again*

Trust me, I know this kind of creative-frustation when all you want to do is create and yet you fail to proceed anything at all, but most of the times it's best to let things be for the night then and catch up on some sleep ... at least that always does the deal for me...
:-*

[karneol_vision]

God, you're still alive after all, heh.

Don't get me wrong, I'm glad it works for you, but I doubt that I'll be going to sleep before 3 or 4, like the last 3 weeks. I have this trouble with the simple drawing for some time already. the most simple things that would come to me by themselves just elude me these days.

Besides, I don't won't to sleep, I want to waste the time away. But I've read up all the fics I could find, and it appears that there isn't anything left on the internet. If I can't create anything I must find something else to do.

[lady_quark]

uh-oh. ... Was I so absent during the last few days? D:
Anyway, alive, breathing and kicking, yupp. :)

Hm, maybe you should try out a different sleep pattern once? Who knows, it might bring things into a whole new perspective and who knows if you never try it out ... :P
Even though I get your reasons ... *sigh*
I am working on the new chapter but could you tell that a thing as simple as typing stuff up - not even editing yet, only typing - is so incredibly difficult? :X
... as I said, I can totally feel you with that.

*hugs*

[karneol_vision]

I don't know, maybe it's just how I percieve it. Lol, I can only talk about this place here after all. not whatever else you get up to ;)

Maybe I'll try to sleep one day. But it's never done me much good, tbh :/

Yeah, I can imagine typing's not exactly something that makes one feel enthusiastic. Never mind that.

[el_defe]

It happens, dear. And it's not because you're slow or anything, it's just not the moment for that. There are right and wrong moments for anything, even for writing, I can bet for sure it's the same - or even harder - for drawing.
Sleep and distraction help. :) Sei stark.

[karneol_vision]

Heh, das versuch ich ;) But I'm not sure this is temporary.

Sleep won't come, and I'm just _looking_ for distraction.
I believe this is the main problem. I get bored out of my mind SO easily. And today I really couldn't find much to get me out of this state. I need constant sensory overload or I starve.

[el_defe]

You remind me one of my best friends as she loves to say, "I need to do something, every moment", and she doesn't care if "something" is a new TV show just dropped in Italy or a new Word doc.

I don't know, maybe drawing about some other people or even totally different things could help? I'm not used to feel like that, but when it happens I often find myself posting in new fandoms. *falls over*

[karneol_vision]

Hehe, well, I'm not sure I have the energy to DO something all of the time, I do actually admire the initiative.

You know, I actually am trying to draw something in a new fandom right now. Well, I gave up the drawing for now, but I'm going on to immerse myself in it. Problem is that it's old and I have exhausted almost all sources for it.

Do you know how that feels?! It's awful! To know you have probably seen all that there is and tht there won't be anything anymore D:

Currently I'm amassing all the pictures and caps, and even fanart that I can find anywhere in the hope that looking at the pictures will make me regain some skill. Which is why I hoped to get to rule34 today, to see if they have anything sleazy, hot, or - who am I kidding? - all but pervert. Lol, it's just the theme of the day, don't be scared.

[karneol_vision]

That depends. I'm not in a state to think of the things that are wrong right now, tbh, so no, I'm not feeling all that bad., although I know I should.
But I'm remaining on the surface, you know? my thoughts don't go that deep, I keep them on the things right here.

[howlin_wolf_66]

*hug*

[karneol_vision]

Thanks :)

[karneol_vision]

*Le SIGH*

Duh, yeah... I hope it'll come soon, because it's driving me crazy!!!
I can really imagine it's just as hard with your fics though, so... -.-