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Jul 08, 2011 23:53

I just tried to draw something.

It's not happening.

I'm inspired and I'm hot, but it's not happening. It's as if my fingers and my head just didn't know how to get a human form right. As if they were too slow, too stupid.
I think I'll cry yet tonight.

not happy, randomness

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lady_quark July 8 2011, 21:59:20 UTC
*hugs*
Don't force yourself to it. If it's not happening today, it will happen tomorrow, for sure.
*hugs again*

Trust me, I know this kind of creative-frustation when all you want to do is create and yet you fail to proceed anything at all, but most of the times it's best to let things be for the night then and catch up on some sleep ... at least that always does the deal for me...
:-*

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karneol_vision July 8 2011, 22:05:17 UTC
God, you're still alive after all, heh.

Don't get me wrong, I'm glad it works for you, but I doubt that I'll be going to sleep before 3 or 4, like the last 3 weeks. I have this trouble with the simple drawing for some time already. the most simple things that would come to me by themselves just elude me these days.

Besides, I don't won't to sleep, I want to waste the time away. But I've read up all the fics I could find, and it appears that there isn't anything left on the internet. If I can't create anything I must find something else to do.

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lady_quark July 8 2011, 22:11:14 UTC
uh-oh. ... Was I so absent during the last few days? D:
Anyway, alive, breathing and kicking, yupp. :)

Hm, maybe you should try out a different sleep pattern once? Who knows, it might bring things into a whole new perspective and who knows if you never try it out ... :P
Even though I get your reasons ... *sigh*
I am working on the new chapter but could you tell that a thing as simple as typing stuff up - not even editing yet, only typing - is so incredibly difficult? :X
... as I said, I can totally feel you with that.

*hugs*

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karneol_vision July 8 2011, 22:21:46 UTC
I don't know, maybe it's just how I percieve it. Lol, I can only talk about this place here after all. not whatever else you get up to ;)

Maybe I'll try to sleep one day. But it's never done me much good, tbh :/

Yeah, I can imagine typing's not exactly something that makes one feel enthusiastic. Never mind that.

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lady_quark July 8 2011, 22:25:28 UTC
OH, you could be right with that ... ahem. "-.-

*hugs*

I'll battle myself through this one way or another and once it's edited I'll directly pass it on to you. :)

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karneol_vision July 8 2011, 22:34:59 UTC
I'll be here and very happy when that happens.
Just don't stress yourself, seriously, I don't want you to abandon me with it just because you can't muster the interest to touch it anymore.

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lady_quark July 8 2011, 22:37:23 UTC
... I'd never do that!!
How could I ever, seriously.
:-*

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