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...Hmmm, waiting for Arasapha website to finish loading juuuuuuuust to double check that it's open this weekend. (Dear gussie i hope so!) and chatting with my lovey carolina about reunion nookie. haha.....
Speaking of such, lf, you wont beleive the cute story i have to share with you this eve. Now, this is according to my reliable bud Chels, who i dont think would lie to me about this...
Apparently at lunch today, Gordon brought up some story (i dunno if there was actually a related tie in) about some conversation he was having with some middle schoolers on his bus who were asking him about high school. Ahem:
kiddies= "So, do you have a giiiiiiiiiiiiirlfriend?!"
gbj= "well....Yeah! actually, yeah, i do..."
kiddies= "is she hot??"
gbj= "yeah...i mean, yes, yes she is ...(!) "
GAHHHHH! so to be honest, i think i just assumed that things with us would just jump from zero to being perfectly romantically comfortable with each other, like skipping over 2 whole years of dating. but today we had a nice chat and things seem to be on the up n up again, and think he's ok. i was worried that he was just completely uncomfy with the whole idea and like just waiting to tell me it wouldn't work (which as long as he's happy, is ok) but i guess not. (!) I can't seem to talk myself into going canoeing with him on saturday. Besides, he's alreayd made it known that he wants to marry Ritsuko anyway. Haha...(sorta) anyway, he'll have fun and i'm trying to it out so that we can catch a movie friday night before he leaves. Jesus like real teenagers on a date! Christ on a fucking cracker whodda thunk?!?!
Ok, 'nough drooling over my cute lil Gordon...but last thought, i hope we can go to the movies and...and...yeah i hope we can go...
sigh
anyway, school is getting better. today was our first real honest to goodness normal ass day...no quizzes, no switching, no wierd schedule...tomorrow is granparents day (shit gtg call grandfather) and other than that, its the first league home game we have!!!!!! GOD i just wanna win...
meanwhile, i'm back in love with you oh my sinfully good LJ. I worship your hallowed blankosity....
Speaking of such, lf, you wont beleive the cute story i have to share with you this eve. Now, this is according to my reliable bud Chels, who i dont think would lie to me about this...
Apparently at lunch today, Gordon brought up some story (i dunno if there was actually a related tie in) about some conversation he was having with some middle schoolers on his bus who were asking him about high school. Ahem:
kiddies= "So, do you have a giiiiiiiiiiiiirlfriend?!"
gbj= "well....Yeah! actually, yeah, i do..."
kiddies= "is she hot??"
gbj= "yeah...i mean, yes, yes she is ...(!) "
GAHHHHH! so to be honest, i think i just assumed that things with us would just jump from zero to being perfectly romantically comfortable with each other, like skipping over 2 whole years of dating. but today we had a nice chat and things seem to be on the up n up again, and think he's ok. i was worried that he was just completely uncomfy with the whole idea and like just waiting to tell me it wouldn't work (which as long as he's happy, is ok) but i guess not. (!) I can't seem to talk myself into going canoeing with him on saturday. Besides, he's alreayd made it known that he wants to marry Ritsuko anyway. Haha...(sorta) anyway, he'll have fun and i'm trying to it out so that we can catch a movie friday night before he leaves. Jesus like real teenagers on a date! Christ on a fucking cracker whodda thunk?!?!
Ok, 'nough drooling over my cute lil Gordon...but last thought, i hope we can go to the movies and...and...yeah i hope we can go...
sigh
anyway, school is getting better. today was our first real honest to goodness normal ass day...no quizzes, no switching, no wierd schedule...tomorrow is granparents day (shit gtg call grandfather) and other than that, its the first league home game we have!!!!!! GOD i just wanna win...
meanwhile, i'm back in love with you oh my sinfully good LJ. I worship your hallowed blankosity....