Gah.
Oh my, I think I just screw things up worse every day! So today I kinda get in a mini-fight with my guy friend (the almost suicidal one) and at first it starts off as a joke, but then after a while, it got real. I was pissed, he was pissed. The only thing stopping us from beating each other up with hockey sticks in PE was probably the fact that the teacher was there. What's worse, at the end of the day, he goes up to my locker and is all "So you're just gonna be mad at me huh??". Of course his tone of voice ticked me off again and reminded me why we were fighting (by the way, it was because he was being a jerk and an immature psycho) and I couldn't take it anymore. I just looked at him and said, "Well, yeah!", my ears were fuming by this time. He turned around after yelling out "FINE!" and without thinking, I scream back at him. That's not all, I screamed the worst possible words my heart could spit out with passion. I hate you. He didn't turn around but kept walking. I knew he heard me though, because he wasn't that far away, and I said it pretty loud. Now I'm regretting what I did, because of what he might do. I tried calling him several times but I can't get a hold of him. I'm kinda scared.
Anyways, besides that painful incident, my day went quite well; I talked to the guy I like again.. *grin* aweseome awesome dude. (lol Cait =P) He was gone for some of the day, but I still got to see him nontheless. I think he was one of the only reasons I didn't fall apart today.. =D
Yeah, I need to pound on my poor piano now. Must. Release. Emotions.
Buhbaa!