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I know the space you talk about.. I am already feeling it with her.. just two short months into it.. time school and work have placed upon us.. though some say distance makes the heart grow fonder I work on seeing her every weekend and this may be the first weekend that ill have to not see her.. which means two weeks. Two weeks for her to reconsider me. I am already doubting this because I am scared yet again that any day she will break it off with me. She told me she was not in love with me but she loved me.. and I wonder if she will ever be in love with me because I am so in love with her. I hope we too are above the inevitable conflict that relationships go through as time passes.. it feels like i Have known her forever yet it still feels brand new.
Miranda and me were great up till about a week ago and then her doubts first began in conversations with her ex gf that she is still friends with. her ex lives in minnesota so i dont care. I trust her. But her ex tends to put doubts in her head about how I am moving too fast and such. The only way I found there was a problem is cause I heard her ex on the phone ask if we were better.. and it must be since I was going to school full time. I just dont want to have to worry that any day she could turn to me and say she just doesnt want this. I want to be there for her.. behind her.. beside her any way I can.
Miranda and me were great up till about a week ago and then her doubts first began in conversations with her ex gf that she is still friends with. her ex lives in minnesota so i dont care. I trust her. But her ex tends to put doubts in her head about how I am moving too fast and such. The only way I found there was a problem is cause I heard her ex on the phone ask if we were better.. and it must be since I was going to school full time. I just dont want to have to worry that any day she could turn to me and say she just doesnt want this. I want to be there for her.. behind her.. beside her any way I can.