3 days being on my own
I am back for the first time in three days or so and my room is already my old bedroom and it has been transformed into the entertainment/ excercise room. Crazy!! I am doing good though, turns out I am 3 credits shy of being a sophomore so as long as I take a minimum o 15 hours I will be good and keep ahead. It was hard for me to sleep last night because it is weird that at night when I am ready to go to bed, but may still have thoughts going around in my head I can't come downstairs and talk to my step dad, or walk around outside and talk to the horses.. yeah I miss it. I miss home, I mean shit it is only 45 minutes away and I Have a great girlfriend to help the time pass because It passes until I see her, but it is still weird. I don't have to answer to anyone anymore, I am in complete control of my life for the first time ever and its insane. I buy what groceries I want, stay out or sleep as late as I want.. at least until classes start and I will soon be going to the gym several times a week.. so hopefully in mid february I can be ready to sign up for a co ed fast pitch softball team for my school. Everything is going great though, and I am happy with where my life is.. if you would have asked me if I would know where I would be at this point in my life I would have just laughed and ignored the question, but this wasn't planned.. it just all fell into place. My life has found meaning and grace.. and I am happy.