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[karleezie830]

I have a lot on my mind. I don't know what's wrong with me. Well, nothing is really wrong I guess. I just need to convince myself that I don't need a guy to make me happy. Harley and I are still together and everythings good, but I have myself convinced that I can't have a good day unless I see or talk to ~him~ a lot. I want to be able to let my

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[tickles_8_29_90]

jeanna im sorry about what i have said in the past and leaving anyomous coments on your journal telling you that you shouldnt go out with certian people... i am like really sorry that i couldnt tell you before that it was me that left those comments... i didnt do it to make you mad or anything i just needed to say what was on my mind and lately it has been really hard for me to do for saying most my friends dont talk to me anymore and its hard for me to deal with at times... kinda like how you and tiffany have been hanging out alot and i feel like im being left out of everyones lifes because people dont talk to me anymore... i think we should hang out this break.. i know you have said bowling and all but i dont know if i will be able to get money to go bowling i can ask my dad but i dont know if i will be able to... hopefully i can... right now im still trying to find a ride for tomorrow so i can go to the movies with scott... and thats something i really want to do... actually i just want to hang out with my friend all break but

[karleezie830]

HoLa! First of all, don't be sorry for writing those comments. I pretty much forgot about them. Its no big deal. I don't mean to leave you out at church when I'm with Tiff, but church is pretty much the only time I see her. Sorry though. Yep, we ARE going to hang out sometime in the next two weeks. It doesn't have to be bowling. I just said that, because its what we normally do, but whatever we do will work. Have fun at the movies with Scott! Don't do anything um.. bad. lol Let me know if Edy really did come over and if so what happened. Sorry my entry isn't anywhere near as long as yours, but that's hard to beat. lol SeE yA lAtEr! TaLk To Ya SoOn! Love ya! ~JEanna

[tickles_8_29_90]

ok thats cool... yea i kno w you don ttyr ot laeve me out or anything i under stand... yea we do gotta hang out like when and where and what to do??? ha movies with scott didnt happen because he isnt real... let see how can i explain it umm hmm ok either josh or jimmy made him up... and yea it was all a big joke form how i take it i went there waited till 6:30 then left kinda figured that josh was right and he was fake... but see i dont get why some one would do that to me honestly... its a bunch of bull shit is all i can say....edy didnt come over and he didnt call either so i guess yea i haven talked to him in like forever since like friday ok i tlked ot him sunday bu tfor like a min... ahh im so mad right now i cant take this why would some one do that to me??? i dont get it i dont understand im going thru enough why would some one do that to be ahh but anyways im going to go adios love ya ttyl bye

brit

[karleezie830]

Holy crap! Scott isn't real? That is SO mean. Why would they make someone up like that for that long and really convince you that he's real? You even started to like him. It wouldn't be so bad if it only lasted a short ammount of time, but they kept it going for a loong time. I can't believe they didn't even tell you before you went to the movies. I'd be so mad. I mean, how'd you get home after the movies? What did they expect you to do? That's really low. Gosh, I'm sorry. I [think] it's a good thing that Edy didn't come over. Well, you gotta tell me that, but he should have atleast called. Boys need to call when they say they will. GeeSh! I don't know what you wanna to next week, BUT you can probably go to the hockey game with me on Thursday. It'll give us something to do and wont cost you anything, so hey let me know if that sounds like fun at all. Maybe after you can come over and spend the night. I haven't asked about the spending the night part, but I know you can go to the game with me. My sister wanted to invite Amanda too, so

[tickles_8_29_90]

umm i dont know if scotts fake or not... jimmy said he didnt do it and josh told me that he only said that because he didnt want me to go and he wanted a story to hack up so id give him a bj which i wont... yea i know i started to like him alot and im hoping he is realy real but who knows i dont and when i find out i find out i guess... yea i wish he would have called, edy. see i havent talked to him since sunday and its now wednesday and i havent gotten a call or anything besides on monday and i was sick in bed... grr he needs to call when he says he will... ok is it this thursday or next thursday cause i probly can go i jsut ahve ot ask my dad cause if its this week my dad will be home and if its next week i have amanda so yea... and you said jalyssa wants amanda to go so yea it sounds like a good i dea im game... am i replyed to your comment cause yes you asked me to lol.. what a dork!! just kidding i just wish scott was realy cause i really was starting ot like him but maybe its for the better because of edy and all cause i have