¿CoNfUsIoN ?
I have a lot on my mind. I don't know what's wrong with me. Well, nothing is really wrong I guess. I just need to convince myself that I don't need a guy to make me happy. Harley and I are still together and everythings good, but I have myself convinced that I can't have a good day unless I see or talk to ~him~ a lot. I want to be able to let my friends make me happy. What am I gonna do when I don't have a boyfriend to make me happy? I feel like I'll be lost... This probably doesn't make any sense. Its basically that I get all sad when he has to go out of town for awhile and it's stupid! I should be able to go a week without seeing him. HmM.. I'm so bummed. I feel like I'm grown away from a lot of my friends, because I've spent so much time with my boyfriend in the past couple years. I really want to change that, but its hard to go back to them all of a sudden when we haven't hung out in so long. Yeeaah.. hopefully I'll get to "bond" with my friends during Christmas Break. lol I just want to be able to hang out with my girls and have a good time like I used to.
Jeanna Rae...<3