Jan 04, 2001 01:35
Ok so I need to go to bed. I was told to do what I need to do then go to bed. I want to go to bed, but I can't yet. I have a bit of pent up nervous energy. What is scary is this: I have *no* clue why I have this energy. I should be tired. Work was long and the night a bit long. Perhaps it was the telephone call I got. The one that put a big smile on my face, and made me laugh a little too loud, a little to much and until my chest hurt. But that is ok. It was well worth it. I just wish that some friends were closer then a p hone call away. Sometimes hearing the voice can make it hurt so much more, because you can't touch them, or see them or be near them. But such is life, and I wrap up my night thinking about all of this. And knowing that maybe, one day things will be different. Who really knows.