her
well as my other entry states, theres a woman, that ive known for ruffly 9 years now. it started off in 4th grade when she bashed my head off a water fountian.. haha and through the years we grew as friends and shes been like a younger sister to me, someone i watched out for and cared alot about... and the other night we spent time together at the movies and i got lost in her eyes... it felt so right... my breathe was stolen my heart in pause...as i leave the town i was raised in, i leave her behind, and it makes me feel so empty... i just dont know what to do, and i just feel like i am left alone... it sux.. cuz all id want right now is to be with her... im confused on what i should do... when i came home for the holidays it was just i needed to see her and i saw her alot and it just made me so happy to see her.. but then last night (new years) i fucked shit up and i hope she can forgive me...through the past 9 years ive fallen in love with her and i wish i could just bring her with me, but you know what they say, you love something, let it go, if its ment, it will come back... and i think well come back to each other..i hope...i pray... that one day... well be together...
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