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well right now im in crumbles, i dont know what to do, nor what to say. im leaving and i might not ever make it back, but thats life and i have to except that. now right now i dont know what to do. there's been this female for 9 years ive known.... shes been like a sister to but right now my heart pours for her and i dont know what to do. im confused... i have to suck up alot tonight when i see her though, i fucked up big time last night... a word of advice dont bring ur cell phone wtih you to a party if your one of those ppl that like to call ppl shit faced cuz they dont find it too amusing... yea im a fuckin retard, this information is known... well i dont know what to do, im confused and lost... if she wants to see me tonight and if she calls then ill tell her how i feel but if she doesnt ill just keep it in... theres no good spillin your heart if you have no one to listen, right? well jan 4th i get picked up into Delta Company, grad 24feb and then the 2/8 right after SOI....i cant wait to go on float... im nervois but im not scared, theres nothin to be scared of... im in one of the most elete militaries in the world. ..
right now im still in a daze last night is all a blur, my heart ina whirl, and i dont know what to do...ahhhhhhhhh soooooooo fuckin confused..i feel like im walkin this all alone and i have no one by myside to help guide me...
well ill see ya when the good lord brings me back....
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right now im still in a daze last night is all a blur, my heart ina whirl, and i dont know what to do...ahhhhhhhhh soooooooo fuckin confused..i feel like im walkin this all alone and i have no one by myside to help guide me...
well ill see ya when the good lord brings me back....
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